1916-01-11 RC-ML

To his sister Margaret Layzell

11th Jan [1916]

6th Lon.Fd.Amb. 47th Division

Dear Marge:

I am a brute not to write to you oftener. You & Stanley are often in my mind, I assure you, & I seize on the scanty scraps of news from B.E.A. – It really looks as if something decisive were to be done your way.

As for anything decisive here, – how expect it, then three great efforts – Neuve Chapelle, Festubert, Loos (I have seen the last two with my own eyes) – have failed to break the German defensive! But I won't discuss the war, – I really don't understand it a bit! Still I am glad the Loos casualties – 60,000 – have been published. – (Quite one of the bloodiest battles in history, I suppose). So many people at home still don't seem to grasp what it means: such figures must leur donnent furieusement a penser, you would think!

The home people are splendid in writing, & I have just got your Christmas letter. It is one of the curiosities of this business that tho' (as we do at this moment) you live like a troglodyte in dug-outs & trenches, & are practically cut off from the outside world during hours of light, your post arrives with up-to-date regularity. We are at the moment manning an aid-post in the cellars of a farm – that was – in a famous village. Quite a romantic spot! You can't put your nose round the corner by day. If you want a "constitutional", you have to resort to the trenches, where you are sheltered – but the scenery is so limited!

No, I have not had leave yet, & shall no doubt have to wait long for it:– not a quarter of the fellows have been yet, & I have met men who have been out longer than we, who have not yet been. People at home don't understand that this "leave" question is not a right but a favour. Officers of course get it frequently, however.

Here we do what work there is by night. I have just been trying to read I. Hamilton's Suvla Bay despatch – but it is too heart-rending, so I turn to a frivolous French novel that the officer in charge has passed on to me. You know all that I do about home affairs, (it is more than a year since I was home, & ten months since I saw them all).

Goodbye, my dear! Cheer up & give my love to Stanley. I am well – my nerves in good order, never better. Thy Richard